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"Everybody feels the same" - Utada Hikaru- Nijiiro basu(The rainbow bus)

Change is scary. It can be downright terrifying. Even if you do want it. It doesn't just happen either. It's hard, and it's scary to fight for that sometimes, just like it can be scary to fight for what you want. You're taking a chance, risking things, walking a fine line. If you sway too far over, you could give the wrong impression, come off too bold. If you play it too safe, you won't get results. However, we have to act now. Going too far is probably better that not moving at all. No, it is better. Far better.

I went for a walk today. 4km I think. It was nice enough. I just went at whatever pace I felt like. I didn't watch the time as obsessively as I tend to and just walked. It was nice for once.

Trying not to wish away my time too much. Got a good weekend planned I think. Going to look at some running shoes I hope. Donno if I'll get any though. Depends on how expensive they turn out to be. I have to buy regular sneakers as well. Mine are five years old and most likely the reason my knees hurt so much.

...I still really want chocolate and junk food. I hope that passes. I always feel much worse once I've eaten it. Makes it very difficult to choose anything worth eating as well. School usually fixes that as well. I'm too stingy to break down and buy something since I bring all my lunch and snacks with me.

Has nothing more to say,

A.J. Ryan